And all of the sudden I have this thought in my mind. I don’t think I’d go back…

And all of the sudden I have this thought in my mind. I don’t think I’d go back to him if he came back. He literally broke my heart so bad that I couldn’t even eat or talk for two weeks. I’ve lost myself because of him and that will forever stay in my mind. Why would I go back to a person that always saw me as an option and not as a priority? I don’t have much self respect but definitely enough to know he’ll break me again if I’d go back. You have to let go of people you love. It’ll get better.