my heart holds what seems to be unknown but I know it's heavy and burdening…

my heart holds what seems to be unknown but I know it's heavy and burdening lost my ambition too tired to even care I don't wanna lie I'm tired I don't wanna be here no more my thoughts racing like a heartbeat day and night someone make it stop ringing constantly in my ear It's surely a habit now a warm hug I deeply crave although everyone I push away I seek love but it's overwhelming I don't know who to be but it's surely not me