This is Heavy.
it feels like tons of loads
on my chest.
it's hard to breath.
it's hard to love.
I gave love about a
hundred times.
I opened my heart
lots of time
but there more I open,
it is the more I invite insecurities
to my life.
How does one switch off
their heart.?
How does one stop feeling
like they lack love
where there isn't one.?
I just want a normal
relationship with myself.
no need for me to find a catalyst
that will make my relationship
with myself more happier
and safe.
But I do have hope.
it will be normal.
my relationship with
myself will be normal.
there will be no need
for me to find a catalyst to
revive my happiness and
my relationship with myself
©omolemo
O