13 reasons why I am sad,
Are that I dream too bad!
My memories don't go to to bed,
For they wish to fly like a bird!
Absurdity ludicrously fills my mind.
13 reasons why I am sad,
Are that I wake up to find out I am all alone!
I wake up after sweet dreams of gentle caresses.
Dreams of you and me holding tightly onto each other's body.
I wake up to only realize I only dream and reality seems far away.
13 reasons why I am sad,
Are that it rains never stops in my life.
It feels cold and no one is near to warm me up.
I feel emotion ebb and flow in response to my loneliness.
I always ask, "Where do all the lonely hearts go?"
But, the 13 reasons why I am happy,
Are that I am safe and no one can hurt me!
Loneliness punches me into the face of the heart but it's for the good.
I know my heart is too fragile,
And it need'th someone who can handle with care,so i am safe alone!
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