2 days, it's been 2 days since I left empowered by my happiness. 2 days since I said good morning to you and you awake from your dream land and seek to respond. I'm sinking without you, I'm lost. in crazy how my life is impacted when I don't have you around. It's crazy, how much I miss you.
2 days may not seem like a lot to many yet with her I can't bare life without her. It's like I'm a prisoner of war yet the war is in my head. It's the worst torture I have ever endured. I am falling, so slowly I feel it all. The crushing of my heart, the gut wretching feelings inside, tearing me apart.
I miss her messages, I miss her conversation. In this current time she is forced to comply and constricted to the masters rules. She must obey to the idiocy that surrounds her as she has no choice.
My love, I promise you when this is over I will pull you tight, I will hold you close, I will call you my world. This is the greatest heart ache I've attracted in all my years, and I won't stop fighting for you. I will be crawling in pain, sweat, tears before I cave.
My will power is far too great, my love for you is too strong. My world without you is pitch black, without your elegance, without you light. I can't see. Yet I'll walk through life blindly, I'll traverse the depths of hell and I will find you once more.
I will find you, I won't lose you, I can't. I can't ever be without you. Your my world, my present and my future.
Your my Queen in the making.
I'll find you soon....
©danmcb
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