"Crazy to think that it would've been 6 months that I would've been Gone,
Never would've thought that this is the direction my story would be Drawn,
I've dealt with so much negativity and depression that it was so Unbearable,
Head to toe my body was in pain and every day felt so damn Terrible,
Having those late conversations to God asking, "Why me? I was on the right Track,
How could you give them the upper hand and leave me wide open for the Attack?",
It's easy for people to tell me you'll be okay when those people never experienced what I went Through,
They didn't have the struggles of trying to sleep and having those nightmares of those bright headlights coming towards them and feeling that crushing impact as they don't have a single Clue,
So whatever you guys have to say about me is besides the Point,
Because I know how it really felt like from joint to Joint,
This year was a rollercoaster all the way through and I'm so glad it's came to a Wrap,
Even through all of the struggles and pressure, not once did I Snap,
Life for me is going to be healthier as I've already made that Decision,
That this upcoming year is going to be my best yet and so clear as I'm going to be seeing everything in '20/20" Vision ..."
©jamaree
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