last year I was blessed with a gift from god
a little human growing inside
I was nervous at 1st but I slowly calmed down
and with each passing month my excitement grew
I felt your every move and I was pleased
that a beautiful soul would want to make a mommy of me
as this year began I became frantic
an uneasy feeling rushed over me
I felt something scary but denied its truth
never wanted to believe such a sad truth
the day you were born I was all on my own
just me and the nurses helping
finally you were with me
I said hello. and with the softest of noises
you made my heart whole
my beautiful baby girl
i spoke to you a little before they took you away
I closed my eyes to rest for a moment
and awoke to bad news
you stopped breathing and your little heart
stop bearing... they tried to save you
they tried oh so hard
but your poor little body was to tired to fight
its been 5 months and it still hurts like hell
my beautiful baby girl is now my angel as well... I am still trying to stay strong
knowing your not here... I was blessed to have you and I will always love you most
my angel in heaven till we meet again
©phoenix06
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