K

4 of July

yesterday I smashed my fingers in a window
and got called weak minded for it also I almost died
how it all started
with my brother throwing fireworks out of a window
my house catched on fire I was in panic mode so I threw mad water at the fire and it grew bigger and bigger
my soul felt like it was burning up I couldn't see I couldn't breathe tears in my eyes just thinking I'm really going to die
sad thing is I had no remorse I wanted to die cuz things haven't been going swell lately I've been more depressed than usual I was about to pass out then a man walked up to me and gave me water I was hyperventilating cause I was triggered and all I hear my brother saying is she has PTSD while laughing firefighters came put out the smoke as I sat there and choked all I could see was the people around me laughing and smiling while I was over there dying
©khandit16