Why?
And then Denial...
Bargaining and Relapse?
Anger, Acceptance...
and lastly Hope....
How long does it take to heal?
They say, the relationship, by half.
Some I can absolutely relate,
others just make me laugh.
Of course, Being who I am, I was curious,
thought I'd go and take a look.
Have to say, at one point, a shock,
the healing time, configuration, had me shook.
Cause mine was a very long time
and half of it? I'm gonna call bull.
Talk about long term punishment,
not to mention, that's just cruel.
Anger, has been my...purview.
primarily my general evolution.
That's always been my reaction in life,
to outright, uncaring, abusion.
My humor, is not the norm.
Sarcastic, and sometimes dark.
Self deprecating, yeah it's funny,
but nothing that ever leaves a mark.
Like I've said, I've never been the norm.
Straight forward, that's just my way.
I'm the one, that others refer to,
Who says, what others, won't say.
So I'm sure there will be stages,
of the Break-Up Grief Normal Process
I will completely miss, never know,
and once again, figure it out, by Myself.
©nec
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