I caint paint the picture any more vividly,
to portray its undefined.
Along with the thoughts,
Got me tied me in knots,
Consuming my mind.
Possessing feelings,
Darkness to daylight revealings,
to a level of close encounters of the third kind.
All the dotted lines and boxes checked,
Boggled it into a disasterous wreck,
To confirm this I have signed.
Figuring,
then refiguring,
For a single word to place I couldn't find.
If it could be spoken in a sentence,
is how it would be defined.
Writers block I guess,
What a mess,
It's on the tip of my tongue for me to remind.
Damn, give me a moment to rewind.
Its a obvious case of the "sometimers" again,
Trying me to undermind.
Has me so tense my teeth are starting to grind.
I'm getting frustrated,
Pissed off,
Pissed on,
Almost to a point to allow it to be demonstrated.
At least after this my back will release from its bind.
Collaborated,
Pretensed efforts concentrated.
With every bit of strength from me Illustrated.
I'm just gonna leave it unspoken,
Left to be misunderstood broken.
Alone, by itself, in the dark, and misspoken.
Sitting in the cold all out in the open.
Never again to a so called friend here's to hopin.
©n0vadr3amz
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