Thought it will be easy
Didn't vision it will be this crazy
To realise you being a fool is hard apprehension
When all you ever did was to guard
Slid into abyss of confusion
What's wrong or right is unrecognizable
It skip fast to the end zone
Happiness was only but attractive cover
What was hidden underneath turned to dread
It scare the guts that keeps hold
Trials at being strong
Failed at the slightest attempt
Dangling about into sweetest of memories
Fluctuating between the past and present
Since the reputation of history strikes
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