tears, made to drown you.
a sea of blue left idly gushing like Red.
hysterically laughing.
the tears are no more.
rocking back and forth.
you scream a scream silently known.
angelic but broken and beautiful.
the constant serenading ache in your chest.
the steady fast patter sounding like drums.
yet you ache so beautiful when you cry.
the tears like rainbow diamonds you can catch with your hands.
there's a gentleness in the hurt.
a heart that beautiful while still black.
the dark swallows you.
the beauty of porcelain.
the thought that a kiss is the only remedy.
the taste sweeter on your lips.
your lipstick stained shining like glitter.
the taste of vibrant fruit.
yet I want you.
I wanna feel alive.
such beautiful madness.
I see you.
as your weak gentle smile cutting me like a knife.
my heart breaking in half.
torn.
made still by the sweetness of a broken angel.
porcelain doll cuz your smile made a friend.
yet I saw you.
as I was moved.
aching bleeding from my wrist finding nothing but love.
©darkmocha
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