A desire
Living a sin
Hanging a dying wish up
Praying for fading
Trying every murder ways
Digging a hole
That doesn't get deep
Cutting every part on me
For not seeing the next day
But keep breathing it out
Like my soul loves living
When I here find everything
In this world boring to know
How am just interested in the clouds
To know how they feel
When my soul gets to touch them
How I envy those who die
Feeling the jealous boiling
When a person dies and it's not me
Cause when mine comes
I will laugh my breath out
Smiling because I got the most precious gift
Something I have been longing for
How delusional this people are
Saying life is fun
They don't know fun doesn't last
As death does
How so loud I laugh
Seeing how they beg for more life
While here am begging to die
Because from what I seen
In life you wander
In death you settle
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