missing you made me a nocturnal animal.
living in pitch black darkness.
wanting you springs me to life at night.
tortured by the visions of you yet they never pass.
oblivious to the fact I will never see you again hoping on the fullness of the crystal pale cold moon I just to see you somewhere just to get you alone.
needing you so bad it's like the air I breathe but it's not oxygen.
I don't sleep I don't eat I just dream about you all night long.
you seep in my subconscious I think about you and in that moment I'm never alone.
I live in hell without you.
my curse has made me weak.
I think of you for countless days seven days a week.
to want you in a sin, but I can't help feeling like I'm in love.
eternally a creature of night like a crow I soar in the dark shadows of the night seeking your love.
they say love conquers all but there a remedy for wanting you.
tortured by the dark's toxic kiss.
my dreadful longing to make you mine.
yet I used to die every time I saw you.
now I barely exist.
I need you so bad.
I wanted this intoxicating abyss.
yet I fight just to die for you.
yet I kill just to be near you.
yet I linger just to feel your presence.
fore the eternal dark somehow made us meant for each other.
yet I daydream a sweet dream.
a longing that beckons me.
your porcelain pale soft skin.
barely freckled flawless a beauty to me.
your blue eyes.
your black raven like long hair.
yet I dream of a kiss between us that can never be.
I cannot fight theses fainted dreams of you and me.
yet it's grasp is so sweet.
the taste Devine yet these dreams of satin sheets and curled feet.
yet theses wishes of splendor yet I wanted them to be complete.
I think of you I smile wanting the thoughts of you to linger forever sweet.
yet I soar to the moon talking to the stars wishing I was yours forever somewhere in this endless night.
©darkdeity
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