I trusted you, I loved you, I opened my heart to you, and you broke it. A rumor was all it took to put thoughts in your head of anger, spite, and dread. Now what was once a strong friendship is only a memory. Day after day i question myself if the friendship was even real or just a beautiful disguise.
The talks, the looks, the time spent together is a lie I want to believe was real. I want to believe you cared about me, I want to believe that part of you still does. My heart is telling me to be patient you will care again one day. But my brain is telling me to give up and let you go.
I'm conflicted because in my heart i still care for you. Day after day thoughts of you fill my head. Is he doing ok? Is he happy? Has he found love? I'm sorry i could not be what you wanted, skinny, beautiful, smart, "PERFECT". But I'm me "BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT" and since that is not good enough to make you stay, I'm letting you go and hope that you find that PERFECT love one day.
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