I almost destroyed my life
I almost stabbed my life with a knife
When I stayed with my ex too long
Although deep inside, I knew it was wrong
I thought I could change him
Although I sensed something else within
It was me he did deceive
To the point he push me to believe
Getting worse he would never
He would get better
I wanted to believe he could
I wanted to believe he would
Yet when there were red flags he wouldn't
He couldn't
I thought it was just a coincidence
I was just an incident
I thought what I was doing survival
I was really in denial
Eventually I woke up
When things got rough
And he made a change
Kept going to a higher stage
Of being bad
About making me sad
later I came to a realisation
Of the devastation
That I would of stayed in
If I stayed in that sin
©arianna.b
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