I'm so torn
I know she wants more than to be a friend
but please just last year that came to an end
and a new chapter began.
yes life is lonely, don't get me wrong
I lost more than a piece of me in its place where it belonged.
I can let you pull this glass out of my skin
it will stick for a second, and keep cutting within.
it will take time to pull all of it out.
even though the night brings thoughts
I bandage the wounds but the glass is pushed deeper in between my skin and I can feel it tearing out.
I'm not leading no one on
when I get caught in her eyes
it feels right
it feels so wrong.
I come down to reality and I'm still cracked and broken
maybe I'm still holding on.
I promise
Yes I'll be more than only a friend someday
trust me I'm always expecting an end.
we'll write these chapters only to burn out my pen.
A Hello only to say Goodbye.
A Hello is a Goodbye.
©darkdayz95
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