2022
I buried my grandma
Life became a depressed mess
She, the one I thought I loved
took a knife
and ripped my insides out of my chest
my knees hit the ground
Life was a blur
at my job a loaded gun to my head
I looked into his eyes
like what are you waiting for?
"Come with me?"
are you crazy 10 states away?
ah, F**k it let's go
I have nothing here anyway
Goodbye Mom I love you
I'll come back I just need to go away
A sign that reads
"Welcome to New Mexico"
Awh man this is real
how my chest sunk lower that day
"Welcome to Texas"
Such beautiful clear skies
So many cows
tell me I'm dreaming and this is a lie
Here we go into St.Louis
there's no way in hell
all the green everywhere
so many sights all around
they city skyline towering above
my mind in shock and wow
Off the spiraling freeway
exits left and right
heading into the morning sun
after a long road driving in the night.
"Welcome to Ohio"
My God we are finally here.
So nervous
a lot of fear
2024
I'm so happy I left home far gone in the rear view mirror.
I miss home
I Love it here.
I can share my art
I fit in here.
tho life is lonely
slowly I can find my peace
even tho these scars
will be hidden underneath
I can breathe.
©darkdayz95
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