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A Letter in November

I miss you
six years is awhile
you're the person in that lifetime
who has made me smile
Now I look at my world
from a lonesome perspective
wishing I held you closer
Life is different
out here far from home
I put on a smile
and I keep realizing my heart's alone
I guess I'm still trapped
and my grip can't let go
I always ask myself
when I will
I guess I'll never know
Now I'm in November
first time I'll be in the snow
these memories keep haunting
I have no way to show
though I feel okay
I still wipe tears away
My heart can't fall into depression
I can't let that darkness get in my way
I hope one day you're heart will change
and we can keep building on a life
with a pen
together turn the page
my heart isn't so hopeful
my mind keeps hoping that it ain't so
my eyes realize this is real
and you did let go
©darkdayz95