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a letter to a stranger

Dear Dr. Syed,
Until now I still can't explain to myself why I had fallen for you so badly. In such a very short time we met, I can't answer why I'm madly inlove with you. What a magical thing happened?.. I can't find the exact words to describe what I feel, when I heard you calling.... I wish I had the magic wand that in a stroke of fingers you're there, smiling at me. In twenty-four hours, I affirm my affection for you, why so soon when in fact I never knew you. But, sadly, how soon I had fallen for you is as abrupt as you go. Blocked me. Coz you're so afraid to be inlove, coz you said emotions tend to hurt anyone. If only you we're not so scared to love, you would have experienced how to be loved and adored. I won't say I'll wait for you, coz it's impossible for us to meet anyway. You're at the other side of the world and me at the nowhere world. I loved you anyway though you're an illusion. Thank you for the laughters. And thank you for the feelings you left me. I need to stop this make-believe for me to be free from pain.

♥️Tauriel
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