Dear supposed lover,
It's been a couple of years now,
You might be wondering,
‘I should have been over it?
I should have gathered all the pieces of my shattered heart’?
Oh!
I'm over it.
Maybe, a part of me longed for you,
I drowned feeling sorry for myself,
To think, I wallowed around thinking I would be nothing without you by my side,
How naïve?
I was blindsided by your abusive love,
You told me that was how real men treated their girls,
I believed you, just to be with you.
You ripped me apart,
Shattered my already broken heart,
I stayed with you because I was a blind bat.
After you already sucked oxygen out of me,
Molested and maltreated me every living day,
Killed me internally only to make life unbearable,
I realised this wasn't love, but
A hellhole.
I wanted to run,
But, you were faster,
In a spin of a minute,
You damaged my bleeding heart,
Left me to crumble in my own mess.
I was warned but to scared to heed.
I reaped what I sow
But,
This letter is to let you know,
I am a whole lot better,
And
Truly, like they said, “the breakup was an eye opener for me to look up”.
You taught me well.
~ Nusrah 💎
©nusrah
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