Dear Toby,
Hey man, I remember when I first saw you.
God damn it you always were rude.
You were sitting at the back of the class
you always wanted to be last
As if you're scared of people's touch
I know I wasn't much
but I tried to approach you
I wanted to see you smile and maybe guide you
I was broken myself bro but I tried to rebuild you!
Now look at me!
A gun in my hand
don't stop me now! this is my end!
I know people would think I'm pitiful
that life's too beautiful
someone could've just asked me if I'm okay!
that I didn't need to have my life taken away!
Truth is Toby nobody but you seemed to care
And maybe I was a little too scared
to tell you that I'm emotionally tired.
As this gun is fired
You'll come storming in
and see the state I'm in
and I'm sorry
maybe fighting this battle called life ain't for me
Your Bestfriend,
Pax
C