The fact that I'm feeling like this , I promised myself I'm not gonna fail .
It's so hard to open up to people with my feelings in a solid brick shell .
So many people done hurt me , but I'm not going to go into details .
How can I be in love with a boy that's not by my side cause he's in jail ?
I think I'm just still in love with how he was treating me , until he turnt it into a tale .
Cheated on me when he told me himself that he was real .
He just bought another female & done left me out for sale .
My heart is mixing with my brain's feelings so I can't balance out this scale .
I just know I miss him .
He was the only person who could make me laugh .
Are the good things that happen in your life always supposed to turn into something bad ?
Cause he's the best boyfriend that I can ever have .
He just lied to me, turned on me, & stabbed me once up in my back .
Are the good things that happen in your life always supposed to turn into something bad ?
Cause if I leave him , he would be the best thing that I ever had .
©dejalaraye
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