a love without love isnt love
a push and a shove so he feels above
above me is where he wants to be
to cuff me so that I cannot leave
cleaving to this love I feel
I cling to him and he reveals
reveals that he cannot trust
he conceals me in my own bust
my chest tightens at the thought of his loss
I request freedom from his loft
a loft he created inside my head
a soft, fictional image of our future ahead
reality is that he doesnt care
originality, he claims, no one compares
words of torture and feelings of remorse
abuse me verbally till I divorce
being forced to do so for the better
I'm immersed in a love, a lost sheep with no Sheppard
I care too deep, but he has a temper
my chest feels tight with the lack of his presence
they suggest I block him and ignore the bad essence.
but I love to much and I cannot deny
that I miss his touch and with it my love is amplified.
without it my sorrow grows
devouted to him, I wait till tomorrow
I find myself hoping that he might change
hardly coping I'm embarrassed with rage
a love without love isnt love
my love without his love, is not enough
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