In the mid of laugh in the sea of sadness,
My soul will always crave for your tenderness.
Whenever my thoughts are drowning in the sea,
You will always be my reason why I wanted to flee.
Chaos is a truly friend of mine,
But I found my escape on it whenever I'm with you guys.
This life wil never be as good as a sunshine,
So don't be afraid to cut ties.
We surely made an aesthetic bond,
That is so damn unplanned.
It's like that there's a magical witch with a wand,
That made us be as one, more than a family's bond.
Each lines are filled with metaphors and rhymes,
With a mixture of free-verse filled with simile,
But it will never change the facts that my heart cries,
Whenever I think each of you blissfully.
Life contains nothing but clear skies up ahead,
But I don't play the victim to circumstances that I created.
I'm drowning in a sea of grief,
While my mind is filled with a word of disbelief.
You guys shouldn't wait for me with fear,
Because in every chapters, there will be an end of our story.
It will be hard in the start, incredibly,
But I'm sure that all of you will just recover less than a year.
I hate seeing you thinking so low just because "We're friends",
That you guys forget that you don't deserve to be in less.
Don't call me overacting for this,
Because the thing that I did means so much for my sensitivity.
When we see each other,
Smile like a civil one even we're having a heartaches.
Since everything will not last forever,
Let's keep on moving forward with a mild breaks.
Remember that everything happens for a reason,
But it still happened because of our own decision.
So, let's just treasure the memories together,
And you will all be in my heart forever.
10/24/21
©aesthetic1
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