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A message to my mommy

A message from the deepest bottom of my heart to my mommy, my hero...., who raised me up and made me who I am today.
You too can pass it to your mommy, to make her know that she was never pained for nothing.
Whether dead or alive, believe with the grace of Almighty God, her spirit will hear you when you read it with all your heart and when fully meant in your heart......
Listen mommy, today I choose pour out my heart to you....and to bring every hidden in me for you out today..
You're awesome blessing to me....
Mommy, I still remember your words and how you taught me, when I felt in love with someone's belongings, during my childhood time.
You then told me, never ever I shouldn't desire or lay my hands on someone's belongings, when not officiall given or even to accept a bribe, or to decide to sell out when I didn't sweat for.!
But I should rather sweat to get what I need and no matter how little or small it may be, i must be contented cause no day that it will turn to be bitter or sore.
And if I did not get, I should thank God , and to remain happy and accept to sleep hungry than to bring disgrace to your name and to me , that will not only affect me on Earth but even in Heaven. You also told that pains, trials, temptations, sufferings, persecution, challenges and denials of Justices of the uprights, are parts of life under the sun. And I must always be ready to welcome them, to face them and to remain firm, just like our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ of Nazareth, did for us without giving up but in.
You really, truly built me up and made me a real man, who fears not to face tomorrow, the future regardless of what it comes with and even if no one stands beside me, as long as Jesus Christ is with me; I am comfortable, well knowing that my righteousness and my blameless hands, will never forsake me or ashame me before his sight and but shall light up every dark parts of my life.
I can't really thank you enough Mommy, i wished you are here with me...!
Though Mommy, this ma promise to you..
I will never let your Lord, my Lord, our God, be disappointed in me and never shall I let you down or take your words for granted..
I tied your life giving words at the bottom of my heart and on my neck, living my daily life recalling them and making use of them... I love you Mommy, you are more than anything to me.... You're irreplaceable, unfading..., Incomparable....in you I have found Wisdom, knowledge, richness, unfailing love and care of Almighty God....
Neither Poverty nor richness nor colour nor the World, not even the time or tomorrow or your age(appearance) can change my love, honour and respect for you....Mommy......
My heart continuously bleeding, and my love continuously flowing like the ocean for you, in your presence and in your absence... I shall always and forever live to care and love you as you cared and loved me, from just a blood to human and to who I am now....
Mommy, what you did to me words can't tell it all and it's more than appreciated...
Thank you Mom..... God bless you..
And grant you peace..
Emmanuel (G2G Kelly)
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