Dear God?
Are you up there,
Or are you just within?
Dear God?
I'm not okay,
I'm trying to find you,
But I don't know where.
I'm trying to understand you,
But I don't know how,
Or is it supposed to be that way?
Dear God?
How do I even call you?
What's your name? What's your language?
How do I know my purpose?
How do I even believe anymore?
Dear God?
What is love? What is life?
Do you feel my strife?
I'm tired of asking around,
Seems like nobody understands you.
When I ask, some call me a non-believer.
I almost found someone who understood me,
But they said your ways are not questioned.
How do I even move on, dear God,
When I can't even tell your ways?
©gerishon
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