You left
But I can't blame you
Due to the sickness that plagued you
It blinded you from seeing the things most dearest to you
It gave a false sense of relief
But left you feeling worse inside
It's as if the man she once loved had died
And given birth to a creature unknown
One that loved nothing but the pipe he owned
And the sheet of paper his about to unfold
Hands shaking
You need more
Money needed now wasted in smoke
You left
But I can't hold that against you
Tears in your eyes she took me away from you
You see you didn't realize the monster within
He loved nothing but fed off your pain within
He hated all that you loved
And loved all you've hated
You left
But I know why
I know you tried to give up that urge inside
Sweat dripping, hands shaking
Your still my dad
No matter the disease you facing
©ladyk
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