I'm sorry I hurt you so many times
For missing a lot of my amazing big hearted sons life
My heart keeps breaking all the time
when will I once more see this sweet son of mine
I never stopped trying to be there
Can only pray you knew how much I cared they out smarted me
brainwashed you so much pain you have been through
Years have passed with thoughts of you everyday in my bleeding heart
they cut me out kept you away
we lost every moment I cried over you everyday
searching all over just for you
I finally found you on the web
felt like my heart got reset
exploding with joy and tears
afraid after all these years
how will you react hopefully not step back no longer a small boy almost a man will you come to understand
I your mother longed to see you grow
dry your tears heartbreaking we missed so many years
without you life was dark and empty
I thank God I finally found my wonderful amazing son
I pray it never comes undone
I'm proud of you so strong and tall
a handsome young man who can break down any wall I love you more than my words say pray you will give me a chance.
no matter what happens I'll always be there with wide open arms
I love you my wonderful amazing son
now you're mother's prayer is done
M