I change is coming
I'm falling more and more into something new, better
I'm feeling this need
A need of life
A life with meaning
Without lies
I tell myself in the present your not for me
But I lie in secret
without confronting
The truth is I care
So much
I lie to your face, withholding the truth
You are my want, my drive, my thought
You are my thrive, I need a new
You do not see me
I seek and cannot find in a clear form
So I search, create and therefore make anew
Love will come again
Maybe then they will love me too
More than you cared to show or profess
But I want you to know I didn't care for you anyless
Time is precious
You should know and I've spent so much on you
Now it's time for me to go
My last gift to you is for Christmas
Hope you enjoy, for it is a parting
A sign(al) of moving on
Without you
©savy
S