no matter how much I try, I know you still won't come back. remembering the day you left I didn't know how to react, to hear the news was hard and shocking I cried... and the world was fading into silence I was deeply lost into my thoughts of you. ignored their comfort, cause it didn't help much but just a little bit. I asked why I did this happen to me? and why now? this was too soon I wasn't ready. but I will get stronger somehow I still have aunt martha here with me that I go talk to often because you both was so close and it helps to talk to her it just seems to make me feel better. but not that special someone that was always there for me since the time of my life had begun. I miss you but at least your safe with the Angels above. you've always been by my side and you've been there all alone, it just hurts to know that you are really gone it's like a hole in my ❤️ filled with pain knowing that this torment will leave a mark that is left to be stained. I know everything happens for a reason and I hope that everything will be okay. But I guess I just can't wait to see you again. But I will someday when the time comes. it will be my turn to go away I may not feel your presence now, but I know you're still here in my heart a mother and a daughter's love that will never grow apart. I miss you so much Mom.. Until we meet again... I Love You ❤️❤️
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