Hey Pax,
I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you.
I should've been a better friend to you
Growing up we always were brothers.
Who would've thought you'd pull the trigger.
I love you bro! With all that I am
But I'm also mad 'cause you thought the world's better off with you gone
Now I feel lost!
Now I'm alone!
How the fuck should I tell Aunt Telly that depression killed her son?!
Are you in heaven? Does God exist?
Rest in peace Pax behave yourself
I'll forever be grateful to you
You were my friend and I can't believe I lost you too!
You should've told me!
You got me feeling useless!
I'm pacing back and forth, anxiety building up I'm feeling so damn restless
I couldn't bear to walk inside that room and see your body lifeless
Fuck this!
I need you back
God give him back
I know it was his choice to leave
I sorta knew he wasn't okay
I just wish my bestfriend stayed.
- Toby
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