Loser.
what rhymes with Loser.
I dunno,
And I don't care.
I know what I am now.
A freak of nature. An asshole.
and now a loser.
Because now I'm beating myself up for something I didn't even do.
I just want to escape this one day.
go somewhere where I can cry all I want and there's no one there to ask why, where there's no one there to lie to.
Am I a coward?
That would suck.
Like really suck.
Fuck everything.
I don't want to be anyone. Not even myself.
Could we just write the rest of my story all ready.
Because I'm done playing this role that has been bestowed upon me. Take me back to the days where everything smelt like crayons.
And all I ate were gold fish.
Today has been great so far. How about you guys?
©theusual
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