Sometimes I don't get life or how it leaves you stuck thinking .
Or how you can love something from the start , but wishing you never started it in the beginning .
Cause it isn't turning out the way you want it to , so what's the point of even finishing it ?
When the other person wants to walk out , got you feeling like you're what's left still holding them .
Yes I'm having regrets cause in a million ways you're hard to understand .
And you won't even talk to me , not even about the little things that flow through your head .
We just sit in silence or you stay on your phone .
Guess you communicate with people better when words are left unsaid .
I just wanna understand you like talk to me , wassup ? I really wanna know .
I thought I needed you , but I forgot that people come & go .
And I do but when you leave just know it's not my fault .
I've paid & put in everything , but for some reason my love can't reach your cost .
Just know when I get through this stormy weather I'm in , you the one who gone be feeling the salt .
©dejalaraye
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