You, she doesn't want to clean up your mess,
Her heart is torn from the stress.
Everything about you just screams run.
She feels like she's losing a fight,
Trying so hard to focus on her inner light.
What the fuck have you done?
You managed to get inside her head,
Her inner voice is saying she's leaving her for dead.
The image of your hands around her neck,
Why is it so fucking hard to forget?
It's not like she begged for it,
How did things turn out like this?
She feels the breeze touch her skin
As her heart beats 90 a minute.
She finds herself somewhere up high,
Her vision is full of you and she hates it.
As her body falls,
There is a strange calm,
She tells herself she will be fine.
As the ground closes in
She is prepared for this
She will finally be able to rest her mind.
The on lookers watch as the woman who flung herself off the top floor hits the ground.
She smiled, they say
Before the impact.
She smiled,
As if she felt completely safe.
She was sick, they say
Maybe within the chaos she finally found her place.
©manga_hoe
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