I saw you last night,
I felt secured,
Is it a message from you telling me that you are with me no matter what.
Even though it was a dream,
It was the first time I held your hands.
It was the first time I saw you smile.
I hate you everytime I think how you left me,
I hate you
But this time I wish I've known you more,
Because the way you held me in that dream
I've never been held without lust and desire and that feel a whole lot better than all.
A simple hug with smile on your face,
A simple kiss on the head with no desire and that was just peaceful
Like a cup of coffee in a cold morning.
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