God do you ever hear my sinner prayer Im in hell down here surrounded by my fears my demons are near so close that I can hear but
Why am I here the pain in my heart is so severe that I want to shed tears but this sinner haven't shed tears in a year can you please take the pain away take the rain away I just want this pain to fade away like mist after rainy days
Everyday its getting harder for me to stay sane
All because my life is stained,my God I tried to take my life by the reigns but I know you hear my pain I know you feel the same because I'm one of your angels but at this moment I don't feel that way and I don't wanna keep feeling that way that's why need to pray but sometimes I think you don't want to be bothered with my selfish ways but all I want is better days this is coming from a sinner that prays lord please forgive me for my ways
Im sorry I sin so much I'm like a crack fiend who needs his drugs the other fiend keep asking me for a hug that's why I can't give it up I'm sorry
My father that's living above I'm trying to defend my mind body and sole but this is getting old
my body is slashed my head is gashed my back is lashed these wounds are all from my past new wounds are opening fast all and I know its sound crazy but all I can do is laugh and hide the pain with a white mask help me save myself from the demons the rain the pain keep me from going insane
Love,
A sinner that prays
©zi-karryus
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