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A Year after breakup

I thought everything will be back to normal after you left me
But trust me nothing has been changed
What’s broken is broken and still finding a way to get it glued
I wish I could choose happiness over suffering
But I don't know where I have lost it
I even hate myself the most to be faking up my smile like nothing happens
The worst thing is I want to cry out loud, and tell everyone I am not ok but I can't cry
Yes My world is completely empty without you but trust me I don't need you back
I know you won't come back, but my emotions are not letting me accept that
But I am not blaming you for leaving me
I hope you choose your best
And I am really happy about that
©niki_poems