I'm out of control
I'm powerless
blackened my soul
this acrimonious battle
rages on inside.
I can't He can
This I humbly admit
I don't think He gives a damn
this little thought I tend to omit
I'll give it a go
at least give it a try
at least this way I'll know
not just give up and die
an attempt in vain
a waste of time
new hope leads to new pain
a new war in my own mind
why am I going insane
why put myself in a bind
Happiness in ignorance
this would be my true bliss
knowing there's a better way
makes it hard to write this.
damned if I do
damned if I don't
I know what I can do
but I know what I won't......
©inevitable
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