It calms me. Every blunt I smoke it makes me think about life . Not just life, but my life . Everything I been through from flashbacks to now to my future . I don't want to smoke when I get older . I don't want it to ruin my life or my lungs. To me it's just a teenage thing . I don't smoke weed to make me look cool . I smoke to get things off my mind at that moment . Every pull I make I think about regrets knowing it's not good for me, but I still do it . And one day I will stop smoking, I know I will . But until that day comes, I'm living life while doing it .
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