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abused in childhood

I sat alone in a dark room
I knew that he would be home soon
I really wish that people knew
how much pain I was going through
I heard a car outside 
if someone could hear me I would of cried
The door opened viciously with a thud
I would of ran for it if I could
I dream of a world where I am free
But Daddy was already looking for me
He dragged me out from under my bed
I knew he wished that I was dead
Slap in the face
Thrown and beatened against the wall 
Beaten senseless
Did it help you at all?
Did it help with your pain
Did it make him come back
Did you ever wonder how it felt
To always be under attack?
So I just sit in my room
And I look at the ceiling
Afraid to tell anyone 
what I was feeling
Please help me
I can't take anymore
Suicide failed
And no body's there
Just walk away
that's what you always do
you don't care 
what you put me through
i hate you dad
and i always will
you wanted me dead b4 i was 18
and i always tried to kill
you are a dick,
all you did was kick.
why act like a prick?
you are fucking sick and your heart is a brick
©daniellaca