the thought of you was like acid.
burning holes inside my head till I only saw you.
tragic to fall for someone so pure yet can't have.
to be doomed to love.
chasing you to no end.
always having you on the frictions of my mind.
hanging on your every word all the time.
as your ice cold salty tears leaves my heart to melt and bleed.
your kiss like a exit wound.
a gaping hole that lasts forever.
yet your touch is the remedy.
it's always been the remedy.
to my condition of love sickness.
dreams of you they haunt me.
such sweet dreams tears come to my eye when I think of them.
such erotic blissful memories that move me to tears.
such a sultry tainted masterpiece.
a work of art painted by the edge of my tongue like cursive.
yet there is no forgetting about you.
it's hard to even try.
yet I have agony of wanting.
the cringy ache in my chest that never leaves.
yet I'm cryptic.
I am indecisive of what I want.
yet you are a drug to me.
yet I hang on a thread.
a thin invisible impenetrable thread.
one kiss and I'd walk on fire.
one touch and I'd die on the fields filled with blood and dust.
yet one fuck and I'd become your Martyr.
your perfect weapon of vengeance and lust.
yet grunge couldn't be more poetic.
these random ramblings of a morbid mind curious about love.
yet you were like heroin a psychedelic to my mind.
yet like cocaine to my heart I had to have you.
yet I die every time I see you.
as you walk by.
the choke in my throat.
the inevitable chill in my body.
yet I watched your seductive sway.
your ass cheeks switching to left to right.
knowing I couldn't bear to lose you.
not even for a single night.
yet erotic nightmares they come to me at night.
you fuck me, you leave.
I feel a nagging pang All night.
yet our fingers part.
as I felt the inevitable agony of wanting all night.
a yearning a longing welcome me to feel alright.
©darkdeity
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