What I want, I think I need.
I got to have it.
That's been my life.
That's how I function as an addict. Took a few breaks,
not too long,
then back at it.
That's the cycle of my life,
just a habit.
I tried to fake it to make it.
That's just not me.
I thought not giving a damn,
just meant I was carefree.
There is a cost to those choices, now I pay that fee.
As I look where I've been,
where I've come to be,
I understand the change has to be made for me.
©eternally
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