Addiction
I'm surprised I've kept it all together,
Mind you I been a little under the weather ,
I try to feel better,
Spend my time writing apology letters,
But it leads me back to her
This life I lead
Is so much more than the eye can see
I'd hoped that my secrets wouldn't get so deep
I just wanna turn over a new leaf
I don't wanna give my mom the grief
I know she worries about me
That's just what mothers do.
I love her for who she makes me want to be
And I'm sorry I'm not the same little girl you knew
Now, I've grown up,
In the blink of an eye my childhood is over.
I guess you can say a lot has changed,
I'm supposed to be sober...
I know you know what I mean by that,
I'm sorry but it's TRUE!
I wish I could take it all back
But I'm stuck, and dont know what to do
I pray I find myself again,
Hang out with old friends.
I know I took a few wrong turns
But I need to get back on track
I hope the lord finds me in this dark place
How will I find my way back?
©Brittany
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