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addiction

Darkness closes in
Threatens to consume me
I lust for the end
for my addiction to entomb me
my vice has become my friend
can my higher power exhume me
Darkness speaks into my ear
it's voice not what I expect
Tells me I have nothing to fear
nothingness is what comes next
a concept tempting to hear
so tired of being vexed
I have no control
nothing to extol
I don't want to know
what could of ...
what would of...
if only...
but the old me...
So I accept fate
what is
is
©inevitable