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Addiction

ADDICTION
·It's the first thing on your mind when you wake up each day.
·It's like a direct order you know you shouldn't obey.
·It's an all day thought that finds a way into every situation.
·Managing to climb to the top of your priority list with little complication.
·Slowly it begins to strain your closest relationships.
·In the blink of an eye, your world fully flips.
·The real trouble begins when you find yourself without it.
·You'll do anything and everything, finding is the only way to quit.
·Your out of coin, you've exhausted every human resource.
·Taking things that don't belong to you is the only solution, of course.
·Now she's fully sank her claws in with no intentions of letting go.
·Your eyes are empty, your heart is darkened, it's toll has began to show.
·With each passing day, she tightens her grip setting her end game in motion.
·Your brain is so foggy, you can't get a grip in all the commotion.
·What you thought you once loved, you now despise.
·But she's going nowhere, she'll never compromise.
·You try to remove her from your life and your thought.
·But her manipulative power leaves you no shot.
·Hope has left every part of your heart and soul.
·This is around the time you realize you've lost all control.
·Now is the stage in her game with only two ways out.
·One is seeking help and death is the other route.
·We only have one shot with this life we are blessed with.
·Once an addict, always an addict is just a weak man's myth.
·Letting someone in and clearing your chest
·Is the spark you'll need and I promise you can conquer the rest.
·Find someone or something worth living for.
·Someone or something that makes you wanna be more.
·Never give up or let go, always remember you are loved.
·Seek strength and guidance from the almighty above.
·Prove to her you're too strong, you wont be beat.
·You can't loose if you never accept defeat.
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