Life is messy
You don't realize this
Until you are the mess that was never cleaned up
You have to carry this throughout life
Just you, yourself
You decide to bottle up the burdens
With time they grow into demons
Since you can't handle them
They start eating you up
You try running away from them
On the way you meet Mr drugs
He promises to relieve your burdens
Only if you consume him
You give it a thought
At first you hesitate, but with a single try
He makes you not to care or feel
Takes control over you, your body, soul and mind
You find yourself in heaven
With much courage to do and say what you cant
Promising you freedom from your burdens tomorrow
With how he makes you feel
You fall for him, get addicted to him
Never letting anyone separate you from him
In a blink of an eye
You are back to earth
You are no longer yourself
Mr drug already took over your life
You realize whatever he promised
Were all lies
Nothing changed
Your burdens are still with you
Family, friends,.. all are running away from you
You find yourself more messier, regrets?
That it was way better if you handled them by yourself?
Face your troubles before they turn to demons
Don't allow yourself be seduced by Mr drug
Keep fighting, it will get better one day at a time
keep in mind, there is always sunshine after the rains.
©phydilia
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