lingering in my own misery.
I wish I didn't have this mental madness consistently draining me.
Another emotional blow was delt to me
felt sick when this emotional me got me feeling these inconsistent feeling you give out to me.
one day we both agree what is happening has to be and I am back to square one, arguing, again.
This time I will be strong against this force you got on me
what happened happens too much with you.
I turn this way.
and shut down for the inevitable way I leave this place.
©number14
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