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Agliophobia

I don't know this feelings I feel
but deep down in my heart is fears
...of the unknown that can cause tears
I want to be alone yet I crave love
I want those morning hugs and kisses
feather touches and breakfast in bed
one that causes butterflies and turn my face red
overhauling the feelings I can't explain
but those insecurities and fears
am sorry!!it's taking over
a constant reminder that love is not forever
but if love is love,it shouldn't hurt right??
I don't want pictures
and what is pictures without memories
yet memories are our enemies
always taking us back to the good old times that wants to be erase
I want to love and be loved
but my heart is fragile it can break
maybe I will learn to hold in love for your sake
if in another world you promise to stay forever.
©chidinma23