Feel empty, too drowsy
Lured by murk, so much inky
How come I'm still here?
When I can't find a cure for my wounded heart
I can't see anything
Why do they have so much energy?
When the world is being torture
How I wish it was my living
Playing and laughing like there's no tomorrow
But I was drowning in sorrows
I wish I was effervescent
That everyone has it
I am in the corner
Counting the mistake I've been doing
I feel like I'm in a locker
Singing my favorite ditty
Crying like a baby
Seeking for a presence of a light
The heaviness is overflowing
It seems like my mind is going to be crazy
Having a suicidal thoughts
To end my unworthy own
I am not clean
My life is full of bullshits
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